Work

I have been very busy the last few months with my real job and now teaching one class. But thankfully, my real job with be finished for the summer at the end of the week. Then I will only have to deal with those whiney baby grad students for 4 more weeks. This shall end my teaching career forever! Let the countdown begin.

My wierd dream

Early this morning I was in a light sleep and kept getting woken up by a certain little boy. When I finally was ready to get up, I told Austin that I had a really wierd dream. In the dream I was in an unfamiliar apartment (sort of) and I saw all of these tiny moving what I thought were toys. But, the toys began to multiply and get bigger and they were talking. So we soon realized that they were not toys but were monsters or aliens or whatever. They were wanting kids but were chasing everyone there. So I grabbed Austin who was suprisingly light and just ran and ran through the apartment which turned into a factory and then into a barn where we found a ton of cars and trucks. We hopped into the truck parked at the rear of the barn and crashed through the door to escape. Well the aliens/monsters/whatevers hopped in a truck behind us and started tailing us. Of course this is where I woke up. So after a few moments to process, Austin says, "that was a wierd dream (pause) I mean why would a factory be next to a barn". I just laughed and laughed. On a different note, I had a health screening at work. They did a finger prick to test cholesterol and a few other things. My bad cholesterol was fine but my good cholesterol was very low. A woman's is supposed to be 50 or greater and mine was 15. Of course when I looked online to see how to increase it, the number one thing on every website says exercise. So I have a little extra incentive to get off my butt.

My Life on the Edge of a Nervous Breakdown

With minimal resources at work and because it is the time of year when things get crazy anyway, I find myself being a little pissy (pardon my language please). Today I left one school because I was being distracted by a class, went into another to find a worse situation. A first or second grade student was throwing a crying fit for 2 1/2 hours. Finally I could not stand it any longer and went to my office to cool down. Unfortunately it was a fairly unproductive day.

This turmoil at work, paired with my troubles with Austin is pushing me closer to the edge. Austin doesn't seem as affected by all the little jerks in his class as I am so you might ask "why can't you let it go" and my response "I DONT KNOW!" We did make an appointment for a psychological evaluation to determine what if anything is going on with Austin and why he is throwing such big fits. For now, one basketball season is over and another is beginning. Please pray that my sanity lasts long enough to make it through.

Wii Fit

When I finish the Wii Fit this evening it will officially make 3 days in a row of doing 30 minutes of exercize or more.

To further add to my year of wellness, I have decided to reduce my intake of artificial sweetner since someone told me it makes the body expect sugar and therefore hold on to food (making me fatter). This however has been more difficult. Initially I didn't think how many things have artificial sweetners in them (I'm not giving them all up though, just reducing). I mean what do these people expect me to do --eat fruits and vegetables all day;) Boo!

Loveless

I'm sad today. Feeling loveless and unappreciated.

Winter Break

I have officially been on winter break for two days. In those two days I have gotten absolutely nothing accomplished (as it should be). Tomorrow, however, I will begin my work around my house that gets neglected throughout the year. Austin is with his dad this week so I should be able to get a lot done. He will be coming over one day to make a gingerbread house for the party on Christmas Eve.

Christmases Past

just thinking of some Christmases past